I may have mentioned before, I’m into science. I love, love, love it. All kinds of science, but mostly Quantum physics. Probably because I love chaos, and quantum certainly makes that of any logical science.
I was reading an article about the double slit experiment which throws into question the fact that there is just one reality, we’re stuck with it so tough. It was then that I started wondering if crazy science really wasn’t so crazy after all.
To cut a very long story short, I started to experiment with a few things. Quantum scientists will say that we get to influence reality by intending something different. Really? WTF!
Before I get to the interesting bit, I should say that it was then that I was talking to Harry about it (who like me is a complete geek when it comes to stuff like this) and he said ‘Oh yeah, the law of attraction. I use it all the time.’
‘The law of what?’
‘It’s when you choose stuff to have and you just get it.’
Oh right I thought, that’s why you get everything you want so easily, even when you’re putting in zero effort. So I read up on it. Loads and loads actually. I finally decided that Neville Goddard was God in disguise and why didn’t everyone know about him? I have always been way open minded. I didn’t like not believing in something. Up until I was in my early twenties, I had total faith that there was a God. You know, the breaded sort, looking down on us all and doing nothing to stop us messing up. I started questioning my beliefs when I was twenty-two ish probably. I’m not saying he isn’t up there, or that what I now believe or am open to, is right. I’m not to know for sure. Nobody is, and that what makes it super exciting. Who wants to know? It would ruin the magic of it.
I thought long and hard about writing this post because I don’t want to offend anyone who has a faith that isn’t this. I have complete respect for anyone’s faith, whatever it might be. It seems however, that this line of thinking is becoming more and more popular. I can only go with my own experience, and that has been crazy freaking amazing lately!
The issue I have with calling it ‘The Law Of Attraction’ and some of the set ideas surrounding this law is that if you try to put into practise all of the things experts will tell you, and you can’t make them work for you, then you get all Oh what a pile of crap this is after all. I have found that you don’t need techniques to get what you want. All you really need is self-discipline and imagination. Imagination is the easy part. Self-discipline, well that’s another story altogether 😉
Things I’ve achieved:
All of our employees (3) asking to go freelance. I mean what the actual F**k? – I did this by saying to myself. I want to ditch the office, I don’t want any employees, but I want it to happen easily, without making anyone redundant. I promise you, I am not exaggerating when I say that two weeks later, our youngest member of staff announced that he may move the the Isle Of Whyte with his parents but would still like to work freelance and then a couple of days later the other two asked if they could do the same. – My work life now, is so stress-free. I kept a desk at the studios and share an office with eight other people. They are all fantastic, a great mix and fun to be around. I pay for the whole week, and come and go as I please. There is no time restriction anymore. I don’t have to be in at ten. Yeah, I know it’s not early to most, it is to me. I have a forty minute drive! – I get there whenever I like, and stay much later because I love being there.
My young adult fiction book – That’s the thing about this stuff. If you’re not completely specific, you get a version of what you ask for. I didn’t specifically ask for success with my adult fiction. I just intended to have success writing. I only really wrote the YAF for fun and now look!
Avoided a court case the day after our holiday last year – I sat at the edge of the pool thinking how inconvenient it was to have to deal with it the day after we got back. All I thought was I wish it was later – With this intention, I didn’t set it on purpose. I just thought it and felt it – Now this one is perhaps the craziest – We got a call from the office the next day to say the court had flooded and the case was deferred for 3 months!! – This was probably the defining moment for me, the day I decided I no longer believed in coincidence.
Harry getting onto an A level course with one GCSE. He needed four. He got called to the college office. He was supposed to be on the lower level due to his complete lack of focus and enough revision to get the correct number of GCSE’s. They moved him up! He called me and I don’t think I’ve ever been so excited. He’d intended it and so had I. From that point on, things just got better and better for him. He got a short term modelling contract and he got accepted for the second year when 35 students didn’t.
I really could go on and on. So much has happened. Sometimes just little things, but everything is amazing to me.
Probably the best thing to come out of all of this for me, is the fact that I no longer berate myself for being impulsive, inappropriate, (never intentionally) a little bit mad and well, chaotic I suppose. If you’re constantly fighting with yourself, then you’re not in any fit state to make good stuff happen. It’s true to say that as soon as you accept yourself, you like yourself. Yes, I am chaotic, I am disorganised, I am a bit mad sometimes, but so what? If anyone feels I’m too much and doesn’t want to be in my life then that is their prerogative. I get that not everyone will like me. I can live with that. Obviously I’d rather people like me of course, I’m sure everyone would prefer to be liked than not. The main thing is that I like me. I made a decision a long time ago, not to try and be anything other than who I am. If you’re trying to please another person by changing your chore personality, then you’re not being true to yourself. I want people to like me for me and not for who they want me to be. I can honestly say that I am the happiest I have ever been. There are things I may look at changing at some point. But for now, I’m okay. Anyway, life is magic, why would I ever worry about anything ever again?
This is just as important. I accept that other people are just doing their best to get through life. I’m more than sure, that nobody purposely sets out to hurt you. I don’t take things personally anymore. Where I may have perceived something as being done to me, I now don’t. Sometimes people do things to make their lives easier and they just don’t consider you in the process. They don’t ‘Do it to you’ they just do it for themselves and often you get caught in the crossfire. People have to do what they have to do. I just take a deep breath and let it go these days 🙂
Wow, that was deep!
On Another Note – You may have noticed that I have shut down messages for FB. This is because I kept getting random men treating my page like a dating website! However, if you do still want to message me, then please feel free to email me at: Rachymoon44@gmail.com